Hill got BAZINGAD MAJOR by God this week!!!!!!!! Woooo!!!!

God provides so many second chances it is insaaane. The trainee weekend really shook me up in a good way, God met me and I knew I needed to deal with business, starting up my quiet times again in the morning before I start my day, because i hadn't been doing that, and at the trainee weekend I just didnt feel that Abba love relationship with God that I felt like everyone else had... so I did it every morning this week, quiet times were BOMB! Set up my whole day and so many amazing things happened, and above all I felt the trend of just feeling more peace and patience with everyday annoyances or people or conundrums that come up, I was able to come to God first before I went to friends or even family to talk about my problems, and basically complete relience on God brings FREEDOM!

Also, for devos this week- dude, tuesday's was especially bazinga for me! The words "When you CRAVE Christ like you'd CRAVE fine wine or a romantic evening, you dwell in freedom." = SO TRUE! And something I haven't really truly fully felt for God until this week, I felt it at Sonshine for sure..but that was because i was making the choice to fully commit myself to him and ask him to come closer to me. I asked God that I could really feel him and want to hang out with him all the time. And he just made himself revealed to me this week in beautiful sunlight that I havent seen in literally 3 months, in beautiful nature and skies, and in my heart! He reminded me that the holy spirit dwells within me and I can't get more close to God than that! BAZINGA! I craved God all week and by the end of the week on Friday, I said to God "I could hang out with you like this just sitting and praying all day" and I would have not said that just one week ago. He is the great trandsormer of hearts. Also, I felt so free today because I was worshiping with my friend Malina, up on this hill on campus and we decided just to let the holy spirit use us and not follow any music and we just made up our own worship songs for like 30 min of straight worship! Afterwards we felt so free we just started singing and dancing up to God and we felt like with God dwelling inside of us, we could have done ANYTHING! God can make something amazing out of NOTHING!